Why Do I Even Bother...


Dont know how to say goodbye, because that's what I really want to do, but cant do to you,

Whenever I see you I cant decide what I should do

Trying to give you cold shoulders but break when you look at me

But I'm tired to be a "bootycall" when you need to talk/hang out.

I'm also tired of hearing your whine.

When you smile I'll smile, when you cry I'll cry

Thats why I will probably never show you my real smile

Instead its a fake because I know your faking it to.

All I want is to see you happy, instead I get to see the unhappy side of you...

My biggest whine therefore would be you....

You think I know everything? I dont, I'm not a psychiatrist.

I cant even get my own shit right.

I keep wondering if I would be happier if your gone.

I seriously do...

Because I dont get you, I dont get every single one of you at all,

Is it worth it? All of it? What am I to you?

Because I'm tired, so tired I want to say goodbye forever.



Note: I'm not suicidal, but frustrated, alot. /endwhine